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Was told to go to meetings"how you going to learn about , and Meth? it is like learning to play the piano ,you must take classes," , Silly! How can I play the piano? I have no fingers,no feet,, no mind set as to who I am ..and at that point and time,, and you want Me to hit a Key,, tickle the ivories ? It is then and there that I knew a little something,, "I" as an individual am in charge of My "Faith" .. "I"and "I" alone in choices for self,, See,,? if the piano is what you want to play that's fine, but A "Uku" is where its at,, more simple than a piano" But a Person needed to play it, any instrument ,,, but it takes Fingers ,, Oh! and feet to get there," Saying that in recovery the addict has a lot to digest, and throwing programs are ok, what needs to be looked at is the "Emotional Dismay". To go to an IC? Great.. Ther-rapest to?, At this point and time, the is Drying up,,.. and Meth is defrosting,, leaving water,, but if thoughts are to get a couple of degress cooler? ice can freeze up again ,, relaps, ,,and stay still to long ? "fermented-thinking" like a drunk .. leading to drinking,, becasuse nothings changed. Hewey!yo! Hey you? In "The Secret" the book,,, the answer? is "YOU" Write your name under it. you just started your journey to yourself = ) Not saying not to go to AA,or NA,, it was just not for Me , due to the fact that ,,a facility leads, they are clearer,and more trust can be placed there vs AA,NA,, Remember,,,,,there is addiction,, and there are"addictive personalities" Many levels to recovery,, get on a Level,, not stuck on steps.. More balance, more security. Recap; ,IC,therepist,anger management,meetings of the Crackers(AA,NA) fines, po.Oh,,,and don't foget to ITS A MATTER OF LIFE OR METH, sober too? while going threw this? Hard ,, but it can be done,, and Remain SOBER, "That does not you only makes you stronger? I am Aliving testament to that Statement,,," To be honest,, it is hard,, not going to sugar coat it, why? its xxx of US addicts defenses , not to see thing for what they truly are. The reason for"It is what it is? because of what it WAS, on past?no Understand mistakes as not to repeat. For Me? I stuck to books, Tracy married woman wants to meet yes the big one,,and a blue one, read self help books,, to exercise mind in as safe place,, and digest a thought,, with out hearing "My name is...from someone else" I had to get into myself,, like a retreat,,, not with draw from life, but to get into it,,, If the definition of Life is People period, "You just Sunk your Battleship",,, to me it is not just people,,but a balance of Things,, to have pieces to your Life,, so once placed together,? of Mind occurs. I found myself in a "Tide Pool" literally ,,, for so long a have looked at water,, but never really appreciated Life..and the "will" to survive,, both big and small,just like the water I looked at it in addiction as just that,, Water, but now,? there is life in Water ,, water is Life,, may sound stupid,, but this is how back and deep I must get . When asked about hobbies? I laugh,,, try wait! Im doing it right now! laughing ! couldn't before with out the shit,,, so I once thought,,,,, till I pulled that little out of ass..ed "MyWay",, not the song ok? but a " " thin, fits anywhere,,,look where its found, just don't let the " " turn in to a "Black Book To Your Soul".. keep your battleship at bay,,and start a "Relationship" with your self!, Feel for your self,,, before you feel for another, advice to take or leave,,, get into a relationship because addiction is only common factor is not enough,, it means once sober? you are you.. and person is person, so now what is the Love for the other based on Really,,,? 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