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I reposted a poem which I had originally written and posted quite a while back (I recently reposted it, just in case you hadn't seen it the first time). x . I have replied to a few posts, some of which sounded like the original post "could have" been from you, but I doubt they were, and I don't know if this really even counts, because I wasn't posting anything, I was just replying to other posts. I would still like to know for sure WHY you had such an extreme change in attitude towards me. This isn't about trying to be friends with you, worrying about what you think of me, or anything like that. I don't care about any of those things. It is just about my logical, linear, analytical mind constantly trying to analyze all of the circumstances and replaying all of the scenarios and not being able to figure out what could have possibly caused such an extreme attitude change. I gave you my best "guess" about your reaction over xxx years ago, but I also explained what happened there, if that was what caused your misunderstanding. I am sorry, but it is driving me crazy. My mind won't stop analyzing and calculating. My mind is "programmed" to solve problems and find solutions. This is usually a HUGE benefit at work, with financial issues, with home issues, etc. My mind simply cannot stop analyzing and calculating, until the solution to a problem or the answer to a question is finally resolved. I have always been that way, and I cannot stop it, no matter how hard I try to rationalize things and try to convince my mind to give up on finding a logical solution. Unfortunately, I have never been able to just wander around blindly, not understanding things and not caring that I don't understand things. I really wish that I could be that way, and I really don't understand how other people can just "turn off" their minds like that. You know the answer to why you started acting that way. I cannot figure it out, because I don't know of anything that could have possibly caused you to have such an extreme change in attitude towards me, after x years of us constantly seeing each other there and you always being so nice to me. I would prefer to discuss it in person (our usual place, at a Starbucks, in a restaurant, good looking middle eastern guy seeking a thick women fwb african sex in Padang Geroda or wherever you choose), but I would be happy if you could even just explain it in an email. I will send you my number, if you want to talk about it on the . I don't care how you let me know, just PLEASE explain to me why you had such an extreme change in attitude towards me. It doesn't make any sense, and I can't figure it out. The ONLY thing that I have been asking for is "closure". I really just need to know. I thought that I would eventually be able to figure it out, or at least somehow distract my brain, but my mind just doesn't work like that. It never has. I wish I could explain what happens to me, when my mind is wrapped around a problem, but can't figure out the solution. I have tried explaining it to people before, but they don't seem to understand, because they have the ability to just "stop thinking", or something. My mind simply refuses to rest, until the answer to any question or the solution to any problem is solved. It doesn't usually take very long. I know I look like the "big, dumb brute" type, but I am actually extremely intelligent. Sometimes, I wish I weren't so intelligent. I actually envy those people who just seem to wander aimlessly through life, who rarely seem to think about anything, and who are just happy in their blissful ignorance. I truly wish I could just turn my brain off like that, because it literally hurts so much when I am working on a solution to something, but it begins to look like I can't find the solution. My mind constantly works on the issue, not allowing me to sleep, not allowing me to relax, not allowing me to focus on other things that I need to focus on. It is alway extremely frustrating and painful after a while, but I don't usually have to work on a solution for nearly this long. I eventually DO find the solution, except for this time. I can't figure it out. It would be so easy for you to just explain it to me. I don't understand why you won't just tell me what happened. I really need to know. Please. Since you chose to send me an email from your personal email address, I had hoped that maybe you would at least be willing to talk to me through emails, since you didn't need to send me your personal email address, but you did anyway. However, you have never replied to any of my emails, even though you sent your email address to me. This is another xxx of those confusing things that I don't understand. You decided to approach me and strike up a conversation xxx years ago, where you told me more personal information about yourself in that few minutes than some people have told me after knowing them for a month, but then when I asked xxx simple thing, free chat sex phone Hattiesburg you blew up at me, stormed away, refused to talk to me again, and went out of your way to make it look like you were avoiding me out there. I thought that maybe you misunderstood me asking through Craigslist first, but I explained in my previous email why I was so "rushed" to contact you. Even if the problem was me asking through Craigslist first, your extreme attitude (avoiding me and even running away) seems extremely melodramatic for something as small as that. This is what makes me think there must have been something else that made you start acting so different around me, but I cannot figure out anything I could have said or done that would make you act like that around me. PLEASE, just explain to me what made you suddenly start hating me so badly. I grew up with other constantly making fun of me for being a monstrous looking freak, but that was just being mean. I can't help looking like a monster, but I am actually a very kind, sensitive person. Even adults have made fun of me, or acted afraid of me, because of my horrifying appearance, but you are the first person to ever go so far out of their way to make me feel like a monster, by literally running away from me when you would see me. It makes absolutely no sense to me, because you had been so nice to me for x years before that and you had even gone out of your way to walk over to me and strike up a conversation. You would have to really hate me a lot, to suddenly start going out of your way to make me feel like some sort of frightening monster. I can't understand what I could have done that would make you suddenly hate me that much. It makes no sense. PLEASE explain to me what happened. Literally for no other reason than just so I can understand what happened, so my mind can finally rest. All I want is to understand. Please. I think it is getting to me even more lately, because I will be moving away in a few months. I feel like I am running out of time to figure this out, but my mind is no closer to a solution than it has been for the past xxx years, and especially for this past year, when you started acting even more extreme for no reason. I just need closure. I just need to understand what happened. My mind won't stop, and it has been working on the problem even harder lately, without getting any closer to a solution. 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